I am just sitting here waiting for Jake to come to my house so i can apply for some jobs and get my car checked out because the check engine light is on.. :/   so i thought i would just jot a little something down…

lately i have just been thinking aboout how much EASIER it is to give it all to God. i mean, SERIOUSLY PEOPLE. it’s beyond the easiest thing.. it’s the most rewarding as well.   when we try to control things or just put God as the ‘copilot’ then that doesn’t work out too well…

i’m reading this book thats called “100 cups of water”. it’s basically a little blurb daily or something to think about each day. i haven’t been reading it as much as i wanted because.. i don’t really know. it’s been hard to quit thinking about all the negative crap lately.. and i do not know why. well, LIE. i do. It’s because the enemy still thinks he can knock me down a little further from God.. which is false. but yeah… anyways, i just think (like this little book thinks as well)… what if we were Flight attendants instead of trying to be the pilot.. or even the copilot??

just some food for thought…   other note: i miss my dog, family, friends from home, and my hair.